Thursday, July 30, 2009

where are you Ms, Ash Hopeful?

We just came from Matthew's Pediatrician Dra. Solomon. Instead of doing the consultation at her clinic, we had it at her house instead. Her house is one of the best houses i ever set foot on. With trees, grasses and azalaes, what a cozy treat that was! Dra. Solomon's house was like a house based in Beaufort, North Carolina where the story A Walk To Remember was described. It has a front yard that stretches out farther, cute little dogs, a beautiful porch and a very homey ambience. Imagine that, I was green with envy!

Actually, it's not really the house that made me squint with delight but at her age, I want to accomplish not just that kind of lifestyle, but observing her, she is already contented with her life. She told Aj and I that she is a Christian and her family devotes their time praising the Lord. At 51,, I can see how happy she is with her life.

There is a difference with the word "Contentment" and "Satisfaction". Being satisfied is only a feeling for a short period of time while being contented is forever, plus happiness as i may say.

Right now, I have this feeling that my life is not going on that direction of my dreams. But I will hang on to our Creator. I will pray hard so that He will lead me where I really and trully belong.

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