another letter

Dear Matthew,

Hi baby! you're asleep right now. I have written you a lot of letters now, probably when you grow up, we'll read them together over a cup of coffee. I dont know what will you be then. Most of the time, the thing that keeps me busy is thinking what will you be when you grow up. I want you to be the best in everything that you do, and sometimes i tell myself that if i expect you to be the best, I will either pressure you or keep pushing you to your limits. That's the problem with parents today, the more that they want their children to excel, the more they are blinded on their child's true potential. And I don't want to be that way. I want you to grow on your own but at the same time, Mommy and Daddy are guiding you. I promise to be there when you have presentations at school, if you are running for the Student Council, running your own track in any sports or just simply a Parent Teacher meeting. Matthew baby, i wont be busy enough to support you in all the trials and failures in your life. We are with you...=)

and right now you are crying for milk, i gotta go get you one! ilove you MOKI!!!

Love,
Mommy