Sorry for not giving updates on myself. A lot (as in a lot!!) had happened this past few months and as 2009 ends soon, let me give it a last hurrah!!!! This year was the most tragic year for me. I broke up some family ties, almost gave up the career that i ought to be, started fights, been broken, lost everything when typhoon Ondoy visited the country and eventually resigned from work.

They say that a person's strength is being tested by the challenges and adversities that are thrown his way. And that for sure is the exact statement that has happened to me (and is still happening though). Lord, you always make me feel that throughout everything, you're there at my side and you are continuously leading me to the path which is truly destined for me.

Lord, you let me experienced Ondoy, lost everything in an instant, to let me realize the things that truly matter. Even if I haven't sort of realized it until now, atleast I'm goin' there. You gave us Ondoy because you healed our relationship which was on the brink of separation. You gave me Ondoy because you want me to reconcile with my family and lastly, you gave me Ondoy because you want me to pursue Nursing. You want me to pursue my DREAM.

Lord, I don't know what I did right living in this world but you gave me nothing but the best. When I feel the envy in me, you let me realize that I have far more treasure than anyone can have, You manifest it through Matthew.

Lord. thank you for giving me a gifted child who never ceases to give me strength and inspiration in this world. Lord, thank you for giving me your unconditional love.

Lord, i promise you this time that I will give 100% in everything that i'll do and everybody will realize that i have not forsaken nor disappointed them this time.

Yes Lord, THIS IS IT!!!