updates

I alredy got Matthew's Dedication and First Bday Pictures but the mb is too big. I couldn't upload all 634 pictures at all. The video will be out soon!

Matthew has no appetite for food. Before, even if he's too full, he wouldn't mind for another spoonful or a bite. It's nakakapanibago! I'm not used to seeing Matthew that way. I hope my baby will be back to his jolly and matakaw self. I miss him already. so much!!! His at Nanay's house right now and Aj and I have to work to support all our needs. I know that God is telling me to sacrifice because we don't get everything that easy. All things must be strived hard and things will eventually fall right to its place. We just have to wait. I learned that just now. I've been talking to my Big Man up there and he quietly gives me advices. Thank you Lord! That's what I really needed all along.

Giving up will never be in my vocabulary. Last night, a problem took a toll on us. Financial problems again! But come to think of it, it's just money, we can earn it anytime and its ephemeral. You cannot hold on to it.

From now on, little by little, even though how lazy I can get, I will browse through my nurse's notes and reviewers. I will pursue my nursing career no matter what.

Finding work nowadays is so hard. That's my only chance to succeed. F*ck all these call centers! I don't wanna waste my time here anymore. I just need this for its monetary benefit. I hate it when I am left with no choice.

Dear Lord, grant me strength and wisdom. Thank you for all of these!=D